Lockheart Love ♡

Hello hello! I can't believe it's been almost a year since I made a blog post!! At least, on this website? I have a secret tumblr account that I will not be disclosing here, but generally, it's been quite a while since I actually sat down to make a thoughtfully written blog post.

Well, I'm here to say hi again! I've been fairly absent for quite a while, tending to my fanlistings and not much else. The reason for that is simple but irritating - my mental health kind of tanked in the time since my last post. The desire for a job is still present, but I've yet to get one despite my efforts, and it's made me feel really hopeless in that regard. My "rebellion" has turned into something much less innocent, to the extent that I don't necessarily want to discuss it on my main website. Let's just say that not all of it is legal, and quite a lot of it is unhealthy. A far cry from finding going outside rebellious, yeah? Honestly, it hurts to reread my last blog post and see how strong my hope was - and knowing it's gone now.

I've been diagnosed with moderate depression, and I'm currently looking for a psychiatrist because my current therapist (a great guy who helped me a lot) isn't really giving me the sort of help I need right now. Things have been kind of sucky recently, BUT I'm still very glad to be working on my websites again! Working on these sites is one of the only hobbies I still find joy in, and I missed them while I wasn't doing anything with them.

Me making this post is not a promise of consistency, but it is a sort of note to both you and I. I'm still alive, I'm still here, and I still love this website. I hope to make more things for it and update it as I see fit, but I can't say for sure that I'll be here constantly. What I can promise is that I'll work on this website when I can, and I hope to make things that are enjoyable to those who see them.

Outside of this website, I'm working on making more music! Specifically, I have two projects in mind, though you'll have to check my kofi account to see that particular update.

Apologies for the plug, but to be fair, that generally is the platform where music-related blog posts should go... Anyway, I'm working on things, both musical and web-based, and I hope you like them once they're available to look at ^^ Thanks for sticking around, and thanks for reading! ♡